My will fluctuates a lot.
I feel myself being back to basic, back to square one again.
I told myself the same thing, over and over again. But I can’t calm my heart. Everytime I see your photos on Facebook, I’ll get worked up, or nervous. I don’t know why. I miss you this much. I can’t shut myself up. I wish I can.
I finished writing my notes. It’s been only one month or two? I don’t want to say goodbye so soon. But I know. We each have our own calling. And wherever God may place them next, it is for the better.
Sorry for the vagueness of this post.
I can’t be more specific and detailed yet. Not for now.
Will write more later.
Keep the faith, it is what keeps you going every single day.
With love and God bless.