I don’t feel like posting nowadays honestly.
I’ve been feeling more and more depressed over something which I’m not sure is what.
I think about you, yes.
And no matter how hard I try, you still tear me up bit by bit from the inside.
No matter how hard, it doesn’t work. She said that my focus is wrong. But I tried shifting my focus onto the right things.
But it doesn’t work that way. I’m so exasperated. I’m really at my wits’ end.
I have no idea what to do, because I tried so many things and it doesn’t work. Yet I cannot just let it remain like this, my heart is killing me. I’m so exhausted. Really.
Maybe this is the end of the road.