I realised that I became a terrible person after that breakup. I’ve been a terrible terrible person, doing all the bad things and getting around with all the wrong things.
For the longest time ever, I realised I was very angry at you. Then I realised that by a far off comparison, you must be a lot more angry at me then I ever can be with you.
Ultimately, in a selfish and sad way, deep down I know it’s worse for me than you. Because whilst I’ve been more terrible by comparison, I realised that you no longer care, while I still do.
And because of that, the yoke will never be equal.
It never was, and it never will be.
But all things considered, does it really matter anymore?