I realised that I became a terrible person after that breakup. I’ve been a terrible terrible person, doing all the bad things and getting around with all the wrong things.

For the longest time ever, I realised I was very angry at you. Then I realised that by a far off comparison, you must be a lot more angry at me then I ever can be with you.

Ultimately, in a selfish and sad way, deep down I know it’s worse for me than you. Because whilst I’ve been more terrible by comparison, I realised that you no longer care, while I still do.

And because of that, the yoke will never be equal.

It never was, and it never will be.

But all things considered, does it really matter anymore?


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