Looking back, maybe it all started with the wrong reasons on hand.
I don’t know.
So many things that could be yet it didn’t.
I realised I stop because I could never do it for the right reasons.
Isn’t it ironic that the philosophies that I used to espouse and believe in so strongly are now the exact things that push me away most?
I remember talking about how increased exposure allows one to be more in sync yet I realised now that it was completely wrong.
Maybe I wasn’t destined for such great things as some believed.
Maybe I just am one who will settle for simplicity with nothing but a knot and quandary.
Maybe I am hopeless and too far gone. Maybe I am not. Eitherway, I can no longer find the right reasons for me to care.
This might not necessarily be a bad thing, I guess. I suppose it just means that I know what are the most important things in my life.
This is simply not one of it, anymore.
Time to move on?